Is there any way I can experience the lifestyle for myself and my family by staying with a christian family in Texas. I know no-one in America so this is just a shot in the dark. Any help or pointers you or your organisation can give would be very much appreciated.

I am drawn, I believe, to ministry although again I don’t know why or how I will accomplish this, I just know I will. I have always decided and gone ahead and done. I am 48 years old next and have a wife and 4 sons ranging from 12 to 28.

It seems crazy to me that at my time of life I should be contemplating this but at the same time I am, have let my family know I am and told them I am determined to follow through somehow. On the other hand though I dont know how the practicalities of being able to move to Texas would or maybe even could work. Maybe I wouldnt be allowed. Now I am rambling, sorry.

Thank you for taking the time to read this. I dont know why I picked this site or even why I wrote, but I guess every journey starts with a first step, and this is mine.

It must sound so wierd that I would be writing for your advice half way from around the world, but I promise I am no wierdo and am sincerely seeking answers.

God Bless

Paul